Just a day to myself

So it's been almost 2 weeks since I have heard Joe's voice. I am still doing really peachy. I can't believe how things have been going, things have been going really good. Money have been coming at me from different directions. I got an unexpected $600 from the government and $50 from a really old prescription refund. So hopefully Joe will start getting paid this month so that I can get all things will start getting paid off.
So today was conference and after I just came home to myself. I am feeling like I want to be alone again, but this last week I only had 1 day to myself. It's almost like being warn out, but it's like if I spend time by myself it's like Joe might be here. I know he's not going to be here, but we used to do Sunday nights alone were we would watch movies, play Warcraft 3, or a different game. It was just an us this and I miss that the most I think.
So things have been going slow some days and really fast others. At work I always make sure I have one hand on my cell phone when I am doing something loud just in case he is going to call. I haven't talked to him yet. I just want to talk to him bad. It was his birthday today and I just wanted to tell him happy birthday and ask him what he would like for his birthday if any thing at all.
I looked up Joe's graduation date and I am going to ask off work. I know my boss is going to go through the roof because he hates it when people take off Fridays and it'll be the 3rd month in a row that I have taken off on a Friday. I don't think there is going to be another Friday before I quite, or at least I hope so. But I might be taking off in July for the 4th, but I don't know if that is going to work out for me. Well I guess that's all that is going on right now.