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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

This is going to be random.

So there are a lot of things on my mind right now, but I don't know how to organize them. So I have been thinking a lot lately why so many people like the twlight saga. Most of the girls I talk about it to (I only know to guys to have read it) love it. So I was thinking why do so many girls like it when I didn't really care for it, so I have made some groups of why these girls like it so much.
There are the "moms" the women who have been married quite awhile and have several kids (more than just 1) and they see the romance story in the book and they want it back in their lives. I am not saying they are unhappy with their marriages, but miss the flirty sexy appeal of when they first got married.
There are the "women living in hurt" these are the women who are divoriced, or have had a really serious realationship end. They miss the times of being with someone and see this book as maybe a thing that one day will happen to them again.
There are the women "who are to young to know better" who are still in high school and have these high hopes of maybe landing this amazing guy like Edward or even Jacob and living happily ever after.
I don't fall into any of these, so I think that's why I don't like the book. HEHE!
So lately I have been having this really hard time with Joe being gone. All I want to do is sleep. Work has become hard (not like hard physically but mentally) and I just don't want to be there. Also, I just feel like I don't know what to talk to Joe about on the phone. It really puts a damper on things when you don't even know what to talk to your husband who you have been with for the last 5 and a half years. It really sucks, so nothing really gets said most of the time and today I freaked out. I made myself an emotional wreck with just all these stuid thoughts and then I picked a fight with Joe over them. Joe being such a great guy just took it. He tired to figure out what is bothering me, but all I really want is just him. I have no idea what I am going to do with the next 4 years. I hope that I can have been distractions. Hopefully I will have a job that I acutally like and not just stuck at because I can't find anything better.
Thanks all who made comments on my last post. I hope I can do something different that will give me new light. I need something that's for sure.

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